Oh gosh, yes, sounds like your inner critic is alive and thriving more than your creative life. It’s so hard to create in this state for sure. I have some classes, both paid and free that address this through art. It boils down to seeing your inner critic as being scared and trying to protect you from judgment, even your own. My approach is to ask the critic to step aside while I create. Good luck!

Aw, Elaine. This is so beautiful. And I want to pick up your question – what would support you in doing those wonky drawings again? What would you need? xo

YES! This is so well put. I so appreciate your thoughtful addition to this post, Susanne! Happy art making. I too at times aim for ugly. it helps.
xo

When confronted with adversity, criticism, hopelessness, despair, or when the meaninglessness of life seems all too apparent, it’s best to pour it out on that page or paper with verve, raw grit and emotion – one time while writing with an ink pen, tears dropped and transformed the writing into a watercolor creation which became a favorite subject to experiment with. Sometimes I purposefully make “ugly art” to see what transpires – nothing and nobody is perfect.

Hi Heidi! I’m so happy you are here! I’m also thrilled to know that my words have struck a chord within YOU – where they resonate with your truth. It’s exciting to be a part of your creative journey.

xo

HI Nikki:

I’m so happy this speaks to you! If you are looking to begin, I have a free class that I think will be up your alley: http://mindfulartstudio.com/guide/ XO Amy